Snow!
Wow, so much snow...
Too bad my knee is still bad...
I went out yesterday when I noticed snow anyway, for about 20 minutes to take some photos, which I will upload later. Anyway, it continued to snow today, really big clumps of snow as well... My cat, large Fry went out while it was snowing and was amazed by it, he was just stood out there looking up in wonderment, it was so cute! X.X !!!!
Anyway, it's actually the first time since I was 3 that I've seen snow this good! Yay!
Kai X.X - I love snow.
Perfection in the Fields.
A sea of confectionery past the young cherub as he made his way to the top of the ivory castle, "Now, to business." He said to himself, wrapping a few meters of licorice in tinfoil he had found by the river.
Well, today I am here, again, have been hard at work creating a valentines piece of art work, still to be coloured and such, well, I hope my scanner decides to work before valentines day anyway.
A number of jobs have been gnawing away at me as of late, such as my art work, and the lack of it, my need to write something other than shoddy poetry but also, my need to converse with other people, no one has been online much, oh joy, and of course, with this injured knee, not much can be done in the way of travel and 'real, in time' conversations are, not really available at the present time. I met a few folk who think I'm funny the other day, their nice, we've been building things on an internet game, we also tried building a van... We, or should I say one of my other friends succeeded in building a house though, that was fun.
Also, I seem not to be posting very big posts... And all of these posts are a bit random, if only something exciting would happen, like, like, um, well, something excitingly good, hmm? Yeah, something like that...
Kai X.X - 'When it seems as if all hope is gone, something slaps you around the face and says, "Stop caring!" And that's exactly what you decide to do.'
:.A Collision Of Hearts.:
Random Poem!:
As the earth and the air collides,
I miss your soft touch on my shoulders,
Your hard grip on my hand,
"The best things in life are free."
Hmm, who said that?
They forgot to mention, the free things,
the best things, never last,
do they?
I know, you don't deserve my attention,
no, not even my thoughts,
just stop, looking so, appealing...
Those big blue eyes,
trapping me,
I wanted to step out of the lime light,
slink away...
Wouldn't you permit a happy ending?
Or at least, an end?
As the earth collides with the skys,
birds lose balance in the white clouds,
and red drips from my lips,
you didn't know what you had,
but, neither did I.
For some reason love poems seem to be everywhere I go.. For no reason at all, haven't got anyone to sing them to anyway, makes me wonder why? oh well, enjoy this random post!
Kai X.X - "Thankyou for all the blood, thankyou for all the pain, but I'd just like to say, please why not take it all away..?"
P.S - 'Kiss From A Rose' by Seal is great, you should check it out...
Labels: Poetry
I was reading this poem, and I realised that at the moment, the poem realy applies to my real life, much better than anything else I've read lately, my situation, relationship wise, and such, especially the line;
"I've missed out on winning over your smiles.
Sharing tips on our individual styles.
Telling you whats on my mind and in my heart.
These days I'm not surt where to start." (Thse lines here belong to Princessdove at Allpoetry.com, so, no stealing from her, plus, they are not mine, so, don't ask me aboiut it, go ask her if you need to know anything about 'em.) Oh, plus, here's the link to the full poem; http://allpoetry.com/poem/2491487
Anyway, I just found it interesting, because it's true for me, that I don't know where to start with my feelings and such, I don't know where the story should begin, but more importantly, no one wants to hear the story anyway, even though I'd listen to them if they had a story they needed to share with me.
Peace out.
Kai X.X - "And hope to God that angels fly."
Rantings Of A Small Mollusc
It's funny how you only realize how much something means to you, once you have already been driven to the point of hating them... But that's besides the point. When you get so far into what you are doing that you cannot stop, is that the time to question your sanity, or is that the time to stop what you are doing? Because lately, I just cannot stop drawing manga, it's like, a plague of inspiration, and I feel great, haven't felt this good in, like 5 monthes even considering the fact that I injured my knee two weeks ago, it's all been amazingly good. The rest, for me, has added some sort of mind numbing brilliance to everything I see, perhaps God, (for those who believe in him) has planned my accident to allow me to see that rest is a good thing, and to relax and not get so hung up on other peoples stupidity.
(You may now see I also love to rant)
Deviantart has been a wounderful place for me lately, to relax and look at beautiful works of art, but also, allpoetry.com has been a blast, with my poetic inspiration coming from, well, somewhere inside, it's been excellent. Also, the help of my friends on allpoetry has been greatly appreciated, and of course, the glowing warmth of my out of cyberspace friends, especially those who I would not have talked to as much before my accident. I have found that some people are really nice, friendly and somehow extremely supportive in my time of need. All of these people I would like to thank, they know who they are! As I am now feeling much better, and of course, am enjoying my anime much more these days....
As for some people in both cyberspace and the real world, where on earth have you been!? Haven't spoken nor had the pleasure of seeing figure or name upon screen or field, have missed the conversation, but, I suppose, in order to find one who will be there for you, one has to leave one who is only willing to talk to you...
I don't think that made any sense... Did it?
Anyway, that was my rant, you can ignore most of it if you like, as it is just me rambling on, oh, I may have an image proclaiming 'Rae's Journal' for you which I did on gimp... Check it out! *points to top of post* Enjoy!
Kai. X.X
