Sunday, June 10, 2007

Something to Consider...

Once again like some kind of madman I find myself thinking about things in an overly insane way XD I just can't help but think, 'Why do we do the things we do, if there is no point to the universe?' I mean, if I didn't think I had a purpose, would I be able to give up my very existance, not that I really exsist, I mean, how many people around the world now of me? Or would care if I did, or didn't exsist? Probably not many XD But at the same time, I want to continue to exist, regardless of who knows me, has heard of me, or cares what I do with my life. I suppose that's where we humans are designed to be, in a frame of mind which says "As long as I have a personal goal, as long as I want to achieve something and as long as I want to know what goes on in this world, and our universe, I want to live." It's our curiosity, which keeps many of us from comitting great acts of injustice or extreme angst. Those of us who are bashed against emotional walls because we are apparently 'Control freaks' seem in this world to be the only ones who are of a mind set which eliminates any real thought of actually removing ourselves from exsistance, we are the careful ones, who plan ahead stratigically, and would not consider our exsistances to be futile, because we are here to observe the Earth around us, and make sense of this craxy world which we all must share, develope and maintain.

As for those of us who are not 'control freaks' it would appear and feat of endearment or danger is within our grasp, for we are not afraid of the great beyond, or what happens after that.. the more daring of our species I suppose, the people who are willing to take risks, and perhaps even enjoy life more than the reserved types. But really it all depends on what sort of life you plan on living, and what your idea of a good life is.. But one thing is sure, everyone feels depressed and lonely at some point in their life, it's just keeping in mind that these things pass, and, when one door closes, a possibly large window will open, allowing us to fly like birds onto another joyfilled moment.

Kai - Blissfully sailing through territory unknown, as is everyday of our lives, unknown but greatly appreciated.

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